its all about you

2011-10-17T22:41:00.000+08:00

TRYYYYY. :D

SPESEL DAY :D

2011-10-15T00:14:00.002+08:00

Mat Spesel will be getting spesel things before his spesel day.

Sadly, mat spesel will be working on his spesel day.

Kesian.

ANYWAY,

Faizal is turning 23!

123 laughs,

123 hugs,

123 tears,

and 100000000023 breaths.

JUST KIDDING! :D

No, seriously tho.
I took the time to calculate this,

so please give me a round of applause.

*stern face*

Faizal turns 23,

tapi prangai 2 + 3.

And he can still say orang lain yang mcm 2 + 3.

HAHAHAHA.

But it's true.

Happy birthday,

Muhammad Faizal.

16101988

The day that this fateful man was brought to life.

Thank Allah.

Amin.

KDAHBYE(:

My name is Faizal

2011-08-10T00:44:00.002+08:00

And I conquered Mount Ophir,

which is Gunung Ledang.

It took all of us 14 hours,

but those 14 hours were precious,

yes they were.

Allah was with us throughout the journey.

He's with us throughout our lives.

The Blue Notebook.

2011-07-14T21:43:00.001+08:00

Honestly the title is that way coz 2nd blogger is reading her attachment notebook which is blue in colour.

Faizal is busy with work as usual.

His secretary,

me,

2nd blogger,

is busy as well.

We're truly sorry for the drastic decrease in the frequency of posts.

Look forward to more posts when 2nd blogger is on vacation alright?

Good evening.

Faizal and His Amazing Adventure

2011-06-23T16:13:00.001+08:00

MUKA ADA SINYUUUUUM

2011-06-13T21:07:00.002+08:00

ASSALAMUALAIKUMWARRAHMATULLAHHIWABARAQATU.

Argh,

2nd blogger still needs time to get used to saying that.

Faizal: Siapa ni sebok at my blog.

Faizal wants to go on a holiday.

He wants to go to KL to buy Subway.

I want a Subway.

End of the year baru bleh gi KL.

But Faizal can't.

He says he has to work.

Busy busy busy.

Sigh.

But it's ok.

Writers' block.

K bye.

2011-05-30T00:23:00.002+08:00

Hi Dayana,

This is the 2nd blogger blogging in Mr Faizal's blog.

If you're reading this,

I'm sorry about being in that state that day.

You'd probably understand why.

BUT, I look forward to meeting you again,

and this time,

happy(:

Honestly I was glad to meet you,

but my mood was destroyed.

Sorry darling!

To end it off,

Sorry! And goodnight(:

Meet you again sometime soon!

K bye people.

Goodnight.

(Must make it a habit to do this. *ehem*)

Assalamualaikum.

Fluctuations.

2011-04-10T23:52:00.004+08:00

Oh sorry lupe.

Assalamualaikum warrah matullahi wabbaraqatu.

This is more recent.

Mr Muhammad Faizal Bin Mohd Shafiai has been feeling really down for the past few weeks.

He's been like this, and i'm the girl you see peeking at him as he turns;

Macam rare kan, to see him that way?

Not like Totoro, but i meant as in him being moody.

He helps people and tries to make people happy,

tapi he's also human, he also feels unhappy.

He's cute when he's unhappy, but that's besides the point la.

My point is,

lets all make him happy and feel appreciated.

I don't know the root problem, but like me, i get depressed sometimes for no reason.

So mehsinikorang, lets individually and/or together help cheer him up.

Mermaidman and BarnacleBoy UNITE.

Sekian,

Terima kasih.

Assalamualaikum and goodnight you all.

Waalaikumussalaaaaam.

Burp.

Meow. :3

2011-04-10T23:31:00.003+08:00

2nd blogger has writers' block.

Even on my own blog.

Faizal wanted to blog the other day,

but his post just wouldn't load.

He got fed up, and decided to just skip his post.

Fret not, I'll share with you what happened.

As you guys know,

Fzal Fernandez loves his cats.

To the people who abuses cats,

well, God knows what he does to them,

coz even I don't know. Yet.

Pada satu hari,

Faizal's brother, (ape uh name die? tak ingat uh) got scratched by one of the cute little itsy bitsy kittens, one of which is named Bloo.

I'm not saying that Bloo scratched the brother. I just love Bloo. ANYWAY,

Faizal told his mum that he deserved it (or padan muke),

seeing that he kicked, threw, and hit the cats.

AND THEN,

*wait for it*

his mum kata si Faizal plak.

She said he 'busuk hati', whatever that is.

(It's not smelly heart I know. It's something like wishing ill for others is it?)

Then Faizal marah coz his mum still nak defend the brother.

who even stained the pillow after the mum applied ointment on the wound.

Macam lah tak leh letak sendiri, alahaaaai manje.

Ok dah. I nak make another post.

2011-03-10T22:54:00.002+08:00

Hi Eiqah! Lets give you some attention.

His blog btol bleh....entah lah.

I don't know what to post for him.

He has his friends, he has you guys as his friends.

Macam two separate groups.

And he's busy with work.

Tak work, busy. Entah camne.

Work, busy. Expected la tu.

I wonder how you survive.

I don't think I could.

I mean I could, but then I'd be making myself busy.

Which you are, with silat.

And so, I wish- no scrap that.

We wish you all the best for regu and tanding this year(:

I can't wait to see the match this year!

2011-03-08T10:37:00.002+08:00

(oh yeah i forgot all about the intro part)

Assalamualaikum.

Jawab tak? Dosa tau kalau tak jawab.

Anyway,

Mr Faizal is washing his bike this Saturday.

LIKE FINALLY HUH?

There's probably a ton of dust on his bike.

He can even have a mini dustball fight.

Anywaaaay,

that's it.

I don't know what else to post for this boy.

Toodles.

Oh yeah,

Assalamualaikum.

2011-03-05T22:36:00.001+08:00

HALP.

I'm out of wax.

I'll just pakai candle wax if i can't find any hair wax.

Hmmmm.

Oh well.

2011-03-04T00:30:00.002+08:00

Since the owner of this blog doesn't post anything anymore,

it's time someone gave some life to it.

*does CPR on blog*

Dah alive?

Dah?

Dah.

Hi people (:

He's been hacked.

By none other thaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan

jeng jeng jeng

another blogger!

I AM BORED.

Ok bye.

2011-01-15T15:35:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum

Hello.
OK FINE. I will blog. For YOUUUU okaaaaay. haha.
Heh. Anyway. I think Im more busy when im unemployed than when Im employed.
And this issue is honestly stressing me out.
It is so freaking irritating that im being discriminated just because of my eye.
Ok. I wont want to say anything more.

Hun, I know Ive been doing the houdini trick.
But I need to do this alone. With the stress and all.
I gotta apologise for the lost of focus on attention on you.
I hope you understand.

BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

OK.dah.

Bye.

mat shirt

2010-12-25T22:45:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum

Jawab salam tu. Tak jawab dosa tau. keke.
ok merepek. Jom kecoh kecoh kecoh kecoh, kecoh kecoh kecoh KECOH.
ITS raining very heavily. Sometimes I feel scared to be outside when the weather is like this.

I love to try on those shirts. I loved how it SORT of looked good on me. But then when i tried again at home, it doesnt really look good on me. Why? OK. but I dont care. I needed that little push for me to get out of my comfort zone. So. Im just gona wear it. For you. :D
Can I have that mat shirt please? hehe. Gatal.

Thank you very much for the shirt. You shouldnt have.
I wasnt angry at you cos u were late. ok. I lied. I was alil angry. But nah, Im not that unreasonable. I was just woozy. So no need apologise ok?

Even if I said yes. You wouldnt even know that that isnt the right answer.

Love you like you dressing me up at Topman

Good night
Assalamualaikum

2010-12-24T18:22:00.002+08:00

HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!

Im back. Im back to blog. Im back to blog cos eiqah said my blog is dead. So im back to blog. Im back to blog to show that my blog is not dead yet. SO im here. Im here to post. She asked me to post a loooooooooooooooooooong post. So thats what im here to do. TO blog about a loooooooooooooooooooooong post. Cos eiqah wanted a loooooooooong post. I wonder why. WHy eiqah. miss me isit? haha. I miss my bestfriend. Since she asked me to blog. I shall blog about her. haha.
Ok.now i dont know what to blog about. Hi eiqah. Bye eiqah. HOw are u? I havent been able to catch up with u. Maklumlah. Busy dengan regu girls. Silat. And putera. Ape lagi. My otak blank already.

Its been nice to be quiet and to keep all inside.

okay. I am really stressed. I want a job. I want to be in my own line. Ive wasted 4 months already and dont want to carry on wasting my time. I know I can be better than this. Im really angry myself for saying the wrong things. If i hadnt, I would have landed myself in that job that I wanted a long time ago and would not be thinking too much and stress myself too much. I am mad at myself!
If I could turn back time. AAAAAAAAAAAAAH. In tetek in tetek. haaaaaaaaaaaiiiiiz.
And wahlao. I feel cacat. This is discrimination. Just because of my pes status I am rejected of a career opportunity. What if I can prove to them that Im even better that those guys whose Pes A.

Its not fair. Im feeling the pinch. I miss you.

K bye.

Eiqah.I hope this is enough. BLAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.

WOOOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
GILEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

BYE.

2010-11-06T11:05:00.002+08:00

Today was the best holiday ever.

It might as well be the best day so far.

<3

*copied and pasted from mine truly*

I cannot agree with you more.

<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3

2010-10-10T14:51:00.005+08:00

Assalamualaikum

I miss myself.
The old me that is.
I miss being the one who is so innocent.
I miss being the one who is naive of things.
I miss being the one who always think of others first.
I miss being the one who always extends the help others.
I miss being the one who always WANTS help others.

But now.

I am just someone who is not so innocent anymore.
I am just someone who is exposed to all those unnecessary things.
I am just someone who always think of myself first.
I am just someone who only wants to help myself.
I am just someone who only wants to help myself and only myself.

I hope you're doing fine.
I wish I could offer more.
I hope you can overcome through this.
You can.
You're strong.

Love you like I love laksa.

Assalamualaikum

2010-09-30T22:32:00.005+08:00

Assalamualaikum

Hello.
It has been an exciting day I should say.
An unproductive day at work but filled with good news.

The interview was great. It sort of hyped me up and
made me quite excited to just jump into it.
Plus. I saw a malay there. Which is good. I think.
The location is not too far. Not to far into the island.

It rained heavily just now.
Which meant...lalala...I guess I've learnt to just heck it.
And my first site was near town. Not exactly near but...haha
So that gave me an opportunity to do my personal chore.
Its like woooww...
Its like yeaaah...
Its like ahuuuh...
Its like woohoo...

And anyway. I met my long-never-meet bestfriend. HAHA.
LOL. Got to window shop abit here there.
And I was doing so, I received another piece of good news.
I was offered a position as an assistant engineer.
Its good news. But. More choice means more contradictions.
This is a very important decision I have to make.
Dear God, please give strength and guidance to help
me with this choice in this cross road of life.

When I reached the carpark just now, I noticed this guy whom
I have been seeing quite often at the carpark lately.
I've seen him always trying to warm up
his harley davidson 's xr 1200. AND his white Honda ST 1100.
I discovered that the green super 4 at that carpark belonged to him too.
WOW.
So i just plucked up the courage to ask him exactly just that.
You have 3 motorbikes? SO we chatted with each other for almost
half and hour. It was nice talking to him.

OOOOOOOH. It just pumps me up.

HMMMMM.

Okay.goodnight!!

Love you like
ALESSI ITALIAN Designers'

Assalamualaikum

2010-09-18T17:32:00.003+08:00

Assalamualaikum

Hello.

My head suddenly hurts. The flu still hasn't gone away.
I need to get better medication and more rest.

okay.SUDDENLY that boy is in my mind. Hmm.
Maybe I will try to work smtg out. FOr that good friend of mine.
Maybe I can help the both of them out.
Maybe its a good thing for her.
Maybe its a good thing for him. too.
Maybe it will be the best thing that ever happened to them.
Maybe.
JUST maybe.
We won't know if we haven't given it a shot aye.
The perfect candidate.

Speaking of the perfect candidate.
I think I've found the one. Not exactly perfect. Well. I won't know yet anyways.
I hope you will like it. Cos its supposed to be a surprise ok.
Surprise no.1 that is. I dun't know if surprise no.2 is really a surprise to you.
I shall survey for some more meanwhile the date comes.
*eyebrow toeing toeing*

Love you
Like how your touch brings love to my mentel xperia
(menyampah dgn xperia)

Assalamualaikum

2010-09-15T20:16:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum

Hello.
Selamat Hari Raya AIdilfitri maaf zahir dan batin to all my muslim friends.
Forgive me for all my wrongdoings and my harsh words.
May you all be blessed with great happiness by your families and loved ones.

My life has been very occupied with alot of things.
Raya celebration as always will be tiring with the travelling and whatnots.
Lead a convoy of two cars from JB around on sunday.
Ass cousin. He was the one who drove slow. Blame it on me.

Interview was damn short siaaa. It was barely 10 minutes.
What was i supposed to ask when they ask "Do you have any questions for us?"
The journey to the place was 40 minutes and 40 minutes back. The wait was 15.
ANd yea. Like i said. the interview was barely 10 minutes.

You are a blessing.

I feel like counting...

Eight

Nine

Ten

Love you
Like how you use the word 'smayang'
<3

2010-09-08T10:17:00.006+08:00

Assalamualaikum

Hello.its a rainy day. So im chilling down here at the void deck.

I still couldnt get over last night. I am seriously disappointed with u.
Call me petty. Whatever. You complain when you brought food and thats cos
Ive brought some too and had already eaten.
So the day before yesterday,i texted u to bring home some food.
And you complained that i texted u last minute.ok.whatever.
Then yesterday i texted u way earlier. U replied late saying u were gona
Comr home ABIT late. 2 hours after buka isnt abit late ok.

Okay.so u came home n bought 2 DCB. You should very well know that one isnt enough.
I ate one cos i already lost my appetite waiting for you. Kept the other in the microwave.
I woke up this morning hoping to devour the other one and asked u where it went.
You said u already ate it and i gave the pissed off face
and she said one for me and the other was for her.
Ohh come on. You were out with the other boy shopping .
Dun tell me u havent eaten yet. Ridiculous. Yeh nama.

Ok.im done. Thats the end. I shall not go further.
We are strong. Right number 2? *winkwink* :D

Here it comes again.

I need a hug. A bear hug! Grrrr. Roar!
Roar roar.

Never have i expected something like this
A sweet sweet gift given by the ONE above
Oh im so thankful, you are such a bliss
Please become mine, won't you my love? <3

:D <3

Yay.

Selamat Hari Raya baby!
Woohooooo!

Assalamualaikum
Peace out!

2010-08-29T09:03:00.003+08:00

Assalamualaikum

Hello. Good morning.
I feel better. But the flu is still within.
Because of it i get knocked out at 9pm even on a saturday night.

Okay. Tomorrow will be the day. I really hope everything will go smoothly.
I hope i get this opportunity. Cos I really wana start my career and not
get stuck in my life. Doa for me.

I dreamt of you last night. hahha.

Love you like sticky's rock candy.

Assalamualaikum

2010-08-28T06:40:00.003+08:00

Assalamualaikum

Hello.
OK. Updates.

I dunt know where to start.

OK. It has been quite unexpected actually. An amazing series of events happened.
Both good and bad. Ramadhan has never ceased to bring the amazing wonders through the trials and challenges in life. Something quite simple and trivial can never be felt so intimidating. AS always. I would be so filled with the energy of living the spirit but that spirit will soon die after. =___= I hoped i get more strength than that.
Every year has been the same. Hoping to change. Hoping to make that change.
Dear God, please lend me the strength to do better this year.

OKay. I will try my best.

hmmm. Ive been talking too much. Been complaining too much to an unexpected someone.
I shouldn't be complaining in the first place la.
But to you. If you know who you are. Thank you very much :D:D:D:D:D:D
Your googling skills are awesomazing!

There are so much things in life that i have still yet to achieve.
Things more valuable than wealth, rank or status.
We always take things for granted. I always do.
When mishaps comes our way, we blame this and that and keep complaining.
Even when things get worst, we still fail to see that all these happens for a reason.
I am quite disappointed with myself. I pray that I will change for the better.

Nothing can really make me cry. Almost nothing la i think. So far.
I cant really recall the last time my eyes really go all out.
But theres only one show that can really touch my heart and cause tears to roll down my cheeks.
From that show, I see the true meaning of LOVE, for HIM. Walking the true path of being a muslim.
True and eternal love for your parnter.
A sacrifice. A huge sacrifice made for your own brother to lead him to the right path. The beauty of simplicity. Faith. Sincerity.

Oh. I never get tired of watching the show over and over again.

When will be the time when I really get to cry?? hmmm.

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Okay. Aiyo amak. ELEK.
I need to buy alot of stuffs leh. Ah. Since ive already talk amak language.
I think im going to become a full fledged bangla mama soon if I dont get myself
handsleeves or longsleeves to cover up my arms.
OHh i cant wait for the end of this month.

I cant wait for after raya. Kita keluar.
You owe me alot hor. And you are going to get it hor.
Frozen yoghurt. Ahh. Ice cream. Wombat betul.

Okaaaaay. Selamat berpuasa!!

DEE DEE

2010-07-17T15:14:00.012+08:00

Assalamualaikum.
Hello.
Just some short updates.
My cat gave birth on 2 July on a beautiful blessed friday afternoon.
Its been 2weeks already. I think mom is calling the white kiki and the other tompok.
One died. Gave it a burial at night when it was still drizzling.
OK.have a great time awwww ing.

macam anak toyol.
kepala bulat.haha.

breastfeeding in the cupboard.

the dead one.

newborns.

-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
I went to batam with my friends last weekend.
I was sick. Had fever and sucky sore throat and flu.
It really brought the mood down.but it soon changed.
I was sick throughout but got abit better.

It was raining when we got there.
okay.im not gona post all the photos.just some.
enjoy the fotos.the rest are on facebook.

on the ferry ride.haha.

adam b j

freaking $15 pizza at the resort.

HARRIS SMILEY FACE

HARRIS RESORT!

ok.so now back in singapore. im back to having depression
of still being jobless and cover my "losses" over the holidays.haha.

i just applied for a job down at parkway.
that was so impromptu.ohh. that was thursday.
and I had a nice chit chat with someone.a long one.
it was a nice day overall. but then that person degil.
insisted on taking the bus.kan lambat.

today was nice too. as usual. that brace girl was late.haha.
she looked more "jovial", more "berseri seri" i should say.LOL.
and something happening happened.
"the most happening thing that happened the whole day"
probably the whole week.hehe. should have just tailed. haiyah!

and the other highlight of the day was being complimented indirectly
by a total stranger. thanks for laughing at me brace girl.
and although I dun't know you, i know your name! haha!
and to you.DIDI. THANKS AH. LOVE YOU DIDI!!! <3
<3

HAHAHA.OKAY. that was quite a long post. okay.
my head is spinning.

Assalamualaikum

breaking down

2010-06-22T21:00:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum

Hi.
I am just disappointed. I think my heart feels like it just dropped.
I can't believe that I let what happened 2 days ago affect how I think.
Like how I keep thinking about you.
I was not even paying attention to myself or the road, for the matter that i was riding.
You just kept beating my spirit and keeping me down.
I knew I should have just left way earlier and not see what I saw.
God just has HIS ways in showing me 'this' kind of thinglike how he showed my dad.
Gosh. This 'ability' sucks in a way. But I guess good in its own ways.

Ive waited the whole day for you because I wanted to have lunch with you.
I waited and didn't eat anything the whole day because I wanted to have lunch with you.
But you didn't even care.

Oh Mr.S. why did you have to stop me and make me chat with you.

Its been only a full week since im officially jobless.
But its really taxing my mind.
With the above mentioned emotional and spiritual breakdown,
its not helping with rejections from companies either.
I hope I get a job by the end of july.

Today was a bad day.
From the aftermath and ripple action of sunday's trauma
had already made me unwanting to start with the day and work.
The summon later made it worst.
That was so unnecessary.
Thanks.

This post is so depressing.

I miss 20th February 2010.

to you: GOod luck with your new one/s

Assalamualaikum

2010-06-13T14:36:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum

Hello.
I am going to officially end my national service on tuesday.
I have not found a job.
In fact, I have not started looking for any jobs other than one and only job offered at exxonmobil.
And I have just been rejected.
And I am damn sad.
I am going to do more bumming.
Hopefully I will be accepted in some company and start earning and not refill my resources.
Its going to be hard bumming at home without much resources.
If not, I can go shop till I drop. Or even go travelling for awhile.
HAAAIYAAAAA!!
COME ON JOB. COME TO MEEEE.

I think that kids these days are too pampered.
They get too good of a life.
They get mostly whatever they want.
and take things for granted.

aiyah.what talking me.
my mom is jobless now.so am i.
what to do what to do.
i am soooooooo lazy.
gahhhh!

ok bye

its okay its alright.fzal fzal fight fight fight

2010-06-02T23:31:00.003+08:00

Assalamualaikum

Hey. I went to my grannys' just now.
Its good that I visit her. Sometimes I just enjoy the peace and quiet in that home when nobody's at home.
And when I listen to her 'nags' and 'advices'(ok maybe i dunt really listen)
but the point is, I get the opportunity to remind myself of my responsibilities in life
and in a way, humble myself and thus reminds myself not to take things for granted.
Its light reigniting the spark and supplying that extra fuel to make the fire even bigger.
Well.at least its applicable for my family aspect of life.

Sometimes, I get really confused.
I dunt expect to get anything nice in return,or even anything nice.
But to get negative remarks is like a knife through the heart.
It has always been that way I guess.
I may be naggy and B*****...
but thats because
I am only concerned of you
and yet...
..........*sighs*
Its okay. treat me however u like.
Be it mean, or sarcastic or disrespectful.
What matters the most is my sincerity.
Dear Allah, cleanse my heart of any filth intentions and purify it with sincerity
Give me the strength to overcome negativities with the best of solutions
And ease my heartache and bless me with happiness.
For YOU are the Almighty.
Ameen.

I will just be there if you need me :D

Go and eat your medicine lah you.

Goodnites everyone.

2010-05-25T12:59:00.004+08:00

Assalamualaikum

Heyhey.

Yesterday was a fun day.but tiring.
Its fun to do odd jobs.like yesterday.
it was vaccinating 30 thousands baby barramundis day.

so i reached singapore yacht club in the morning. nice place.

so we started quite off late in the morning with a boat
trip that took almost half an hour to our destination-pulau semakau
and we waited around the jetty area.

then i saw this boat.there are many cool boats there.
this was one of them.

hem.and when the boat journey began,i became a small kid.
despite xperia being a new gadget, i decided to take it out
and just snap fotos.

there were alot of big ships around as the place is near
keppel area.and its damn near to west coast park.

and i saw big machineries!
on the open sea.

the seabreeze was awesome and there were pretty clouds.

and then the ride started to get abit dull.
so i just snap the foto of this goldfish.haha

we reached there at abt 9 and listened to the briefing -
how we are supposed to vaccinate the fish and so on.
we started the actual work quite late. abt 10am or so.
the aim was 30-35 thousand fishes.gosh!!! thats alot.
too bad i dint get any photos of the fishes.
we started slow cos we were still getting used to
grabbing the fish and u know getting poked by ur own
injectors and also the fishes' hard fins.
but then we got better and faster after lunch.
i think we could have done much more and ended eearlier.
it was tiring.im tall.which means im at a disadvantage cos i had to bend
down my neck all the time.gosh.
i rather do the shift of 12-13 hours and not stressing on any single particular muscle group.

it was an interesting day.
we all were relieved to be able to finallly get back on the boat and reach on stable land.
and most definitely have a nice and hot refreshing shower.
the shower down at the yacht club was superrbbb! must not miss.

by the time i got out of the showers, it was abt 6pm.
the sun was abt to set and showed beautiful sight of the yacht club.
but too bad the camera cant capture what the eyes can.

ohh yahh.
i forgot. the area with the boats reminded me of somewhere.
somewhere i went with.
ohhh...
the perfect day.
my perfect day.
i miss you.

haha.

MAKAN BESAR WEEKEND!!!!!!!!!

2010-05-16T11:45:00.009+08:00

haluuuuu.

My saturday was great. Ok except for the injured wrist and my aching neck.
Went to train despite u know being lazy on a saturday morning.
It was well worth it anyway.being able to make myself useful for once.
Anw anw. Had late brunch at two at all time favorite eating place - AL AZHAR.
GOsh.i havent been there since ages. Had my favorite mee kuah. and that was not
enough and had to order another cheese prata. fuhh.

I think this weekend is makan besar weekend for me.
Plus im not working these 2 days too. Ooh. and off on leave on monday and tuesday.
POWEEEERRRR.

Ok. so then went home and slack and got ready for dinner.
Dinner with some friends whom I havent seen in years.
Well.as usual. they are late. sheesh. but all's good.
So here are some pictures. makan besar.

haha.faseha loves the gong gongs.haha.

after that we headed to valley point for some starbucks coffee.
Did alot of catching up and discussion of certain issues.
and that certain particular issue seems to be the center of discussion.

the alumnis

the girls

the ex lovers

the coffee which dint have any effect of caffeine

and my very distracting girlfriend.

ooooh. and im going have a meal later with mommy at nearby spize.

makan besar lagiiiiiiiiiii.

WOOOOHOOO

hey you. congrats on your acceptance to your internship.

2010-05-07T21:50:00.002+08:00

Harlow.

Me: hey. U deserve a break.
Pulsar: huh...????? What abt u?
Me: Dunt worry abt me. I'll be fine gg public.
Pulsar: u sure?
Me: Yeah. U've worked hard today. Rest well.

So tht was e convo between me and my bike. Haha.

Btw. Ive had a nice dream last night.
A dream that would bring me great joy if it were to come true.

To you: keep working hard aye. Dunt give up.

PS: Bile nak kelua makan ni. Asik busy ajek.

Salams everyone

2010-04-30T20:29:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum

Hey.Finally.i get to go online. yay.

Hah.Last saturday was so the kechorable.
Its been so long since ive had that much fun.
I miss being in school and doing stupid stuffs and
teasing people and seeing laughter everywhere.
I was not supposed to be actively involved in any of the games
but somehow towards the end of the day,
I got myself covered with flour. Thanks guys.

Of course.I couldnt get my hands off the click button.
But someone ej er2oi43urcp34 ucrp3n4urcjtctun4ucr032crn8-8cm3r.

and then someone dint fiohw[0end23u equxi-0i3urpmiwcprinwm.

but its okay =D=D=D=D
I will just keep on smiling.

ohh.my cat broke my desktop fan sia. gangster.
The fan's neck broke and there were chips of plastic.
hah.and how he did it u may ask?
by pushing down a luggage of i-dunt-know-what from the
the top of the cupboard and crushed the fan.
=__='
Angry isit comel?
and comot has been making funny2 noises.
As if she wants to run away and "get married".
gatal betul.

By the way. I like this quote made by someone
"If God answers your prayers, He is increasing your faith.
If He delays, He is increasing your patience.
If He doesn't answer, He has something better for you."

dreaming bout the day when you wake up to find that what you're
looking for has been here the whole time

Assalamualaikum

2010-04-12T16:03:00.004+08:00

Hello.

You guys are behaving like kids.
Your fault my fault. You owe him she/he owe you.
Doesnt matter. I dont care. It doesnt concern me.
Your past is your past and the problems dwelling around it
doesnt have to concern me although parts of it already trapped me in it.
Do whatever it is that you want that makes you happy.
Please.What else can I do to make things any better.
Im hearing from both sides, getting caught in the middle.
Im getting confused. So let all of you adults settle it yourselves la.

What a wrong timing to take leave. HA.Period.

Should have taken the right turn instead of the left.
IF somebody had wanted to go for lunch, I would have taken the right turn
and head down to NP and not met that MAT in white.
After 2 plus years, this is only my first time encountering
being stopped by the traffic police.
So.I was acting blur and asked whats wrong.
So he asked for my IC, driving license, insurance and road tax.
Conveniently, today it was all prepared nicely and so I just took it out from my mat bag.
He asked me to switch on my engine and told me that my lights were not on.
I was wondering why was that a problem. He replied that it was an offence.
I remarked that isnt the lights supposed to be switched on only after 7pm.
He was surprised that I didnt know that. I was even more surprised to know
that headlights of motorcycles are supposed to be switched on 24/7.
He then mentioned that I didnt listen properly when I was taking my lessons
and I should make observations of the other riders and the lights.
They didnt even tell me that when I was taking my license man.
I was wondering...the sun is up and vision can be bright as bright it can be.
He then asked me why the need to switch on the lights.
I answered with some sense of filiality that it is for clear visibility for
other traffic users to notice 'small existence' on the road.
If in that very brightness that the other drivers cannot notice motorcycle riders,
then they shouldnt drive and go get their eye checked because they are BLIND.
But i got lucky that he didnt book me for my tinted visor.HEH.

To you who brought sandwich to school for lunch.
I hate you. HAHA.

ohh.and

We had great food filled up last saturday and changi road.
Makan BESAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!

There were CHILLI CRAB, OAT PRAWNS(yummy!), SAMBAL SEABASS,
BEEF KAILAN, TOM YUM SOUP, and PRAWN OMELETTE(i think).

121.50 for 4 persons.
Betul makan besar punye.

to you
why are you so busssssssssssyy

Even if things go wrong...
Keep on smiling...

Assalamualaikum

2010-03-28T12:15:00.003+08:00

O L A.

I just woke up. at noon.
Wow.
Its been like...since primary school since i woke up this late at any single day.
Since those younger days when u had nothing to worry about.

I wish its as simple as having an exhaust pipe
and letting loose those fumes and the waste whatnots.
But when there is really no channel for me to transfer all those that im not supposed to keep,
It gets harder as the pressure builds up.
And in that case, I really have no choice but to keep it inside.

I miss those times when I could keep it all inside.
I miss those times when I was good at it.
I miss those times when because of that, I got stronger.
I miss those times when I didn't put myself ahead of others.

Bye

2010-03-21T19:32:00.003+08:00

Hellloooooooooo!!

Ive been very busssssyyyyy. but got to spend some teeny weeny bit of time relaxing.

By the beach.fishiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiing.
panciiiiiiiiiiing.
pancing ikan.bukan pancing ikan yang itu.
ikan betul punye.ikan yg boleh makan punye.

it was raining.so we got abit wet.and had to find shelter.
and we found this cute dude/dudette sharing the same shelter.
poor thing.it was so cold.

once we've settled down. we got the fire started.

yeah.and barbequed some chicken wings, fishballs, and crabsticks.
well. the normal bbq food.

so we ate and ate till our stomachs' full.
we had more than enough food to go around so we decided to share with the poor cat.
we gave it hotdog.it didnt eat that.
we gave it fishball.it didnt eat that either.
its either too many people have been feeding it too much bbq food.
OR
its just that...
the cat is a vegetarian.

and then we started fisshiiiiiiiiiiing.

ok.i know.i macam paham.
but hey.i got the hang of it. the throwing of the line and stuffs.

beginners luck got me a fish.technically.
but it got away. when it was near the shore.
or atleast what fahme said.haha.

and then i actually caught a pincer.i think thats the name.
a crab with one huge pincer.

haha.

love you like 20 february 2010

ahhhh.finally.in camp training is oveerrrrrrrrrrr.
i hope there will be less shitwork.
I wana clear my offs and leaves and have peace before i leave.

time to get back to the organiser and pen down my plans.
and stick to it.

the feelings for you is getting stronger by the day.
i dont know when will i be able to let out these feelings to you.
only time will tell.

bye bye.

2010-03-05T21:23:00.004+08:00

today feels like a saturday.

heaven and earth "gui hua"(osmanthus) is my new favorite drink.

dan sebenarya...
ku merindui mu sebagaimana ku merindui
menganggapmu sebagai adikku

today feels like a saturday.

i spent 160 on a helmet box.

having a helmet box is sooooooooooooooooooooooooo coooooooooooooooooooooooolllll!!!

today feels like a saturday.

but tomorrow im on duty.
on a saturday.

mari kita beli i pon.
eiqah. u nak tuka m1. i pooooooooooooooooooonnnn!!!

ok.lame.

2010-03-04T20:34:00.002+08:00

woooow.
I just saw a short clip on channel 5 on the SAF being in Afghan.
It shows how the medical group from the SAF had extended help in ways
that they do best despite facing certain hardships.
These soldiers had to leave their families in the call of duty
and tackle situations that might have been challenging
to the mind body and soul. Not forgetting the emotions being felt.
They deserve all the respect they can get.
And I think that there should be more of this kind of
inspiring clips/videos.

Im proud of them.
Partly cause i know a number of them there =D
Well DOne
*Salutes*

A different kind of death happened today and it came out in the papers today.
Those whom have read that there was a roadkill today.

Personally. After 3 years being a road user. Only recently,
Ive seen 2 roadkills. Although I was just passing and didn't
really get the clearest of view of what it was, it was clear enough
and i could make it out that it was a dead dog.
It was disgusting but I would love to have a better look at it. but yeah...
Soon after that another one.
Its sad. But...

This roadkill is even worst.

Its sad. Really sad. Due to the fact that it is a creature
that was once thought as extinct. A very rare samba deer.
Its just a shame.Seriously.
I Dunt know why i am really affected by this. haha.

dan sebenarnya...
ku merindui mu bagaimana ku merindui
menghantar mu pulang

da balik ke belum si dektu...

3 more months baby...

2010-03-03T21:01:00.002+08:00

Ahah!

I was so happy just now.

I could not believe it sia. Seriously.
Me and Zul talked about something earlier
and I told him I dunt think i would win in a prediction.
I was predicting I was not going to be strong enough and
I predicted that I would lose in the prediction.

But i guess i was just Lucky.

Heh.

LUCKY IM IN LOVE

I was so happy that you texted me.
God knows how i reacted when i got ur msg.

LOVE YOU
EVEN WHEN I CANNOT TELL YOU ABT IT

I am going to get myself a helmet box soon.

2010-03-03T08:16:00.009+08:00

I almost suffered the same or worst fate as adam.

Wait.Considering im a weaker person than him, most probably

I would be unconscious for weeks maybe or maybe not even alive right now.

Bloody Lady driver u-turned like there wasn't anybody on the road when

it was peak hours and were many cars around.

I wouldnt be here if I had a DRZ or CBR600.

Love you Like I Love my cats

super fit from sweating all day

2010-03-01T16:55:00.006+08:00

Hola.

Woah.the weather is seriously seriously fat burning.
I think Im super fit already.or if im fat i think i wud be lean now.
Everytime i go out i sweat like warming up for training.

On a same but not any less brighter note.
Had to send some stuffs out of the office.So before that i had my haircut.oh! i had my haircut.
Ok.wait.

I love going for a haircut.The uncle would always say some random stuffs in life and
some not so important things. Its sometimes funny the way he says it. and funny how
i try to keep smiling even though its not so funny. Whatever it is, his motivational speech/talks
sometimes when I relate it back to my LIFE, he just seems sooo right. Like as if he knows
whats happening in my life right now.
The funny thing is the last time I visited his shop was only 2months ago and he barely knew
when I met him just now and he was like pretending to remember me.haha.
At the end of the day...I leave the shop smiling like some happy goober.

Ok.and yes.after that.i was back to work and on the way to somewhere and it started raining.
Since its a Monday and it was the freshly washed pair of uniforms, I didnt want it to get wet.
So I visited the petrol station and tried to forecast whether its going to get any heavier.
Anyway.I forecasted that it was just going to be a drizzle.So as the pulsar rider turned out
to the main road, abt 100metres away was heavy rain so he decided to turn into the next
petrol station which was only 10 metres away.
Pulsar Rider contemplated again whether he should just get wet by the rain or put on the raincoat.
He then put on the raincoat thinking that by the time he puts on the raincoat, the rain will ease off.
So then he rides off with raincoat on and true enough the rain wasnt that heavy.
It was okay.not much complaint there cos it was cool enough.
Not until he rides on futher and the sun was out.10 mins.ok.5 more mins.still okay.
He just rode with raincoat in the hot sun all the way home. and by the time he reaches within
the home with privacy, he strips off the raincoat and hes sweating like a pig inside.

So.

My efforts of trying to keep the set of uniform was wasted.Becauseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
i got wet inside and not outside.

haha.

ok.

anyway.i forgot.

My blog has been REDESIGNED! I Love it. Of course i love it.
Somebody made it for me. :D

None other than...

haaha.cuteee.
the praying mantis face again.
=_=

LOVE YOU LIKE HOW YOU LOVE VESPA

Always Believe. Say "I CAN"

Operation Eiqahterperanjatkodok

2009-08-23T17:40:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum

Yesterday.

The Faizal Armed Forces conducted an exercise.
The exercise was called exercise Eiqah19.

We had alot of challenging tasks.
And what made it more difficult was our
empty stomach and strong tempations.

Operation presentsforeiqah was short and swift.
We got good bargain and i enjoyed spending for her.

Then.we started operation eiqahterperanjatkodok.

So the main bait was none other than my lovely swan.
So she supposed to send cloth to be sewn for raya.
So the bait was supposed to go jrg point to teman get smtg.

So the FOUR of us waited outside her house like PENYAMUN.
PENYAMUN,PENYAGAK dan ape ape lagi lah.

Mak oit!! tunggu punyer tunggu...tak kelua kelua.
Lame betul.
Gosok maha gosok eh eiqah tudung tu.

GOSOK! jgn tk gosok GOSOK!!
haha.

Like how she would put it PFFFFTTTTTT!!!

haha. and when she FINALLY came out.

she went like to the side.Like really flanked on the side and
caught me instead of us catching her with a surprise.

*INSERTS PICTURE OF FZAL ACTING SURPRISED*

and so...my horrible surprised look as eiqah caught
my buttock portruding out of a pillar.pfffffttttt

and so eiqah was shaking.she was trembling out of touchiness.

we then presented her with the birthday gifts.
and tadaaaa...

*INSERTS PICTURE OF EIQAH WITH DRESS*

*INSERTS PICTURE OF EIQAH WITH CUTE CAKE OF LITTLE MISS NAUGHTY*

HAH!! dunt be naughty aye...

and eiqah was still trembling after that.
she then confessed that she had to buy kentang??french fries or potatoes at jp?

haha.she then put her gifts back at her house while saying...
"EIQAH TETIPU...EIQAH TETIPU"

We then walked and accompanied the bday gal to jrg pt to get her fries...
AND SHE WAS STILL TREMBLING!!! haha!!!

And the 2 neneks nyra and syaz beli bag PASAR!!!
after much commotion saying that the bag was nice since
way before we were on standby of waiting outside eiqahs
house.KECOH SEH.
i was the only guy there.and was criticised for my lack of sense of style.
so pffffffffffffft again.

anw my laptop has problems and it wunt let me upload picts of
my BESTFRIEND Eiqah...so refer to her blog aites.

And HAPPY BIRTHDAY EEEEEEEEEEEEEEIIQAH!!

PEace out.

Assalamualaikum

NOBODY was there!!!

2009-07-20T18:12:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum

I went for the medical appointment last thursday with high hopes.
High hopes of any possibilities or chances to gain recovery of my
very poor eyesight in the right eye.

Reached there early and waited some hour plus for the doctor.

Got a drop of liquid in both eyes and reminisce on how i used to
curse on getting those sore in the eyes.

Well.Anw.Its all over and my hopes are DASHED... BANGLADESHED!!

Anw . Fzal tetipu.

I woke up late and reached school ON TIME.
And NOBODY was there!!

I almost got into an accident just to get to school and
NOBDOY was there!!

I wasted my efforts by going to school and wanting to train but
NOBODY was there!!

Then ah... that someone also...
HAIYAh!!!!!!! got FEVER la...

-___________-

Peace out

Assalamualaikum

I want nobody nobody but you

2009-07-15T19:46:00.000+08:00

ASsalamualaikum

Hey.hey. i want nobody nobody but you.
Heh.random tune that im stuck with.

Wahh.i dunow what to blog abt.heh.
I just want to talk abt my dear friend
yg selalu tk tidur untuk beberape mlm.

pastu ngantok.pastu tk pegi trg.

Hah. Lepas tu tak tahu ape lagi nk ckp.

No comment.

Den its the end.

Toodles

Assalamualaikum

2009-05-27T21:45:00.000+08:00

Peace.

Hey hey hey.Long time no see.

Life has been alrites. Quick updates.
WEll. My license has become thicker and uglier.
Much spent and im sooooooooo brooooooookeeee.

Really broke.im like left 7 bucks in my account.
Sheesh. and no cash in wallet. wow. Still 2 weeks
till pay day. How am i gona survive??!?!?!?!

First time im this broke since i bought my bike.

Heh.Lets see. What else can i update??
My blog is like so dead.

Anw. tipah tetiputetiputetiputetipah...
Muahahhaha. Tak sangke eh...
Captain star...had a nice session w tipah
and eiqah. the unsang-ke-neneks.
Nice to know u guys are doing well.

Heh. I MISSSSSSSS SCHOOOOOOOOLLLLL!!!

I MIIIIIIIIISSSSSSSS BEEEEEEINGG YOOOOUNNGG!!

Ok. I guess till then.
I wana rent a car man....

PEACE

suck thumb

2009-02-22T22:01:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum

Yeah.i admit i may have been ungrateful at times.
And also lost my temper in smallest bits of way.
My grouchiness and grumpiness has not gotten
well with you yet.

But me being insensitive.Thinking that going
dating is more important than your exams.
Woahhh.I was abit upset.but there wasnt
anything much to be pursued.I cant be
unreasonable to still go out when u need ur
time to study.

I mean.you are the one who always wana meet
me so bad everytime.and even when im sick.
you still insists that you wana meet.and
ive never complained.

arrrghhh.

I will stop now.

i cant go on.

everything i say is wrong.say sorry u dunt accept.
When i tell you to study, you say that i dun care
abt your studies.

Haizzzzzz...

Assalamualaikum

$1000

2009-02-22T12:55:00.000+08:00

ASsalamualaikum

Heyhey.Just wana say that i felt really scared
of thinking of the things that could happen.
Really.I think I am just being brought down
by all these negative thoughts.
And how can a person made another's life so miserable??
How can these people exist in this world.

I miss meeting nice people.

Speaking of which.Met the buddy at late night.
Went for supper and did lots of catching up.

Well.back to the nice people topic.

He storied that he got into accident about 2,3 weeks back.

This car was like in the middle of a yellow box a couple
of meters away from a traffic light junction.
So in an act of caution, the dude slowed down and tried
to keep as far away from the static car and as near to
the kerb as possible.
THEN.
The car suddenly turned towards the bike and ACCELERATED.
Hitting this dude on the bike. From the right rear end of the bike.

So then.This dude got angry and vomitted the F language.
The driver of the P PLate was a pretty girl.
Well then.to cut the story short.They called their own parents
cos had no idea on how they were gona settle the problem.

Blablabla.He was sent to the hospital and $1000 cash was
given upfront to him to compensate the dude to repair his bike.

I mean like wow.How can his luck be that good.
Being hit. and met a pretty girl.Met such nice folks.
Being cared like they knew each other for so long.
and took the extra touch of care to ask the whole family
for dinner and catch up.

Hmmm.what Luck!!

HAIZZZZZZ

WHy isnt mine like that?

Assalamualaikum

hot spots

2009-02-18T17:10:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum

Heys.Random.But i teally pity the
plants and grasses out there.
It just really seems that they are dying.
Their life drained away from the sun.
The heat is just too much.

Seriously.I wish I could do something.
Taking Australia for example.
Fires are breaking out in some of the regions.
While other parts are being flooded.
The balance off the climate has been thrown off.

Well.I wouldnt say its not balanced.
But its just the extreme of both sides.
Which brings bad meanings. For us too.

I wish.Some powers would make it realisable
for us to transfer some of the flooded water
and channel it to the dry areas or even use it to
put out the wildfires that have taken so many lives.

These wishes of mine maybe abit immature
but seriously. The world climate is getting worst.
And none of any government bodies are putting
any efforts into saving the world.

To any environmentalist out there who share the same
views with me, help save the world.

Peace

Assalamualaikum

Sakit hati!!!

2009-02-11T16:54:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum

Uggh...Grrrr!!
I am so like disappointed right now.
With someone.
And my heart hurts.to the core.
Ugghh...
So disappointed with you right now.

Sakit hati tersangat.

signing off.

Assalamualaikum

woof woof!

2009-02-10T11:04:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum

Hello! im at work.i have nothing to do.and im soo bored.
and ive been sick. cough to be exact. for one month plus.
And it came back this morning.The bad one.
So I was coughing every few seconds at 6 am. haiyah.
Was just about to recover, and it came again.
Maybe TB?? Tuberculosis? CHoy.
But haiyah.Im sick of being sick already.

Hmm.I am so sianz.Still a long way to go.
Maybe Ive become a clerk for this reason.

I have nothing much to say anymore.

Will try to update more.

Toodles!

Assalamualaikum

2008-11-26T21:53:00.000+08:00

ASsalamualaikum

Hello.Just want to address some issues here.
anw.to that person.that person who used to call
me ahmadFityaan.

I know ur happy.well.good for you.
Wish u good times ahead.

But.well.think of me as a bad person or what.
for whatever things ive done to you.
but i really never intended to hurt u.

so.putting in simple words.i just wish
for u to forgive me whatever wrong doings
ive done to you.
i know it may seem very hard to you.
But ive always hoped and prayed from
The Almighty that ur heart will be opened
to forgive me.and hopefully.
just really not have any hard feelings
to be my friend once again.

Well.i cant sms or bother u animore.

So if finally ur heart has opened up.

Do give me a msg or so.
Rest Assured.i wunt reply u or watsoever
so that i wunt bother u.

just give me an indication.

ASsalamualaikum

2008-10-21T20:32:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum

Hello.today s post will be quite depressing.
for me.

Hope u wunt disturb (insert) again..
U've someone new,
do take care of her well..
N do reflect..
It was always a new gal 4 a new sem 4 u..
Muhasabahlah diri..

Alrites.i know i have some attitude adjustments to
do cos its been abit not like me lately.

But.A new gal for a new sem for me????
GEE.

I dunoe what to say.

Assalamualaikum

s p d r m n

2008-09-20T19:54:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum

Heyhey.
I ate some edible thing for break fast just now.
i think

I tried to fried rice.everything was fine.
until i put in that stupid sauce.
all break lose.chhhhaaarrrrrreeedddd.
erm i tried to save whatever i could.
allrites.it was edible.bt horrible.
oklah.quite nice minus the strong
charred sambal smell.heh.

thats what u get for 1 year plus of no cook.

haiz.

okaaaaaay.another random picts session.

people who know me should know that i quite like spiderman.
and how a bit or more i can relate to it.

this is some random pict of a green spiderman.
i dunt know why its green.dun ask me.
prolly becos its a combo of spiderman and the hulk?
spiderhulkman...

and this is a spiderman doll.that i had.
someone bought it for me.i wudnt waste my money on something like that.
but yeah.i appreciate it so much.
it was a birthday present.of course i appreciate it.

and this was what happened when i was on one of my
cleaning sprees.no offence to spiderman or the doll itself.
i was trying to clean it.i can be very particular abt the dust.
so yeah.the doll kinda collected much dust.
and its head got sucked up. heh!

efhsoifhwoifhpweiehfpdie

2008-09-19T22:02:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum

Heyhey.i think im getting smaller.
as in im getting thinner sia.
even my muscles are like drying up sia.
especially becos of getting sick
and during the fasting month as well.

ok im gona post some random picts.this pict was taken by SOME NENEK.
apparently the pants was too tight.
and then i was caught emoing just because of the pants
and i started to feel depressed and have heavy eating disorders.
i started to eat large boats.
and then i felt like my stomach cud burst.
i tried to stretch it out.

but then the disease got worst and i died hanging down there.
and i dint know who the person beside me and how she got there.

LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL

happy reading.

Assalamualaikum

2008-09-15T22:29:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum

Heyheys.just goes to show one thing.
that just proves that the office is really
not a healthy place to work in.
its not so good ventilation and the
accumulation of dust is a great combo.

Obviously im no fan of dusts.
Whenever i clean my home that is dusty
dusty dusty fly into my nosey.thats it ah.
Like leaked tap water.

And i knew i had flu this morning.but alrites.
i was just fine out in the open air.
but once i stepped and sit inside the office,
boom boom boom.ok.

im just talking cock here.hehe.

this years ramadhan is even a greater challenge.

to that person.
im really sorry that ive been in ur life.
Im sorry if im botherin u rite now.
i know ur busy being cheery w that someone.
take cares

LittLe HigH LittLe L0w

2008-09-07T15:40:00.000+08:00

AssaLamuaLaikum

LittLe Hey LittLe Ho!!!

HarLow everyone.
Gee.the fLu is serious a virus that just wont go away.

what do i wana say here eh.
this happens almost eveytime.
when im alreadu at blogger, nothing
seems to be in my mind animore.

I seem to be getting weaker by the day.

i need mp3 or mp4.or some kind of
entertainment when im at work.

okok.i have to get ready and go out.

Bubbyes!!!

ASsalamualaikum

boo0oGaa wOOoo00OgaaAaA!!!

2008-08-31T21:49:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum

Hey.surprise surprise.
Im still quite not used to calling this place home.
I guess tonite would only be considered officially
as my second nite here.hah.

this post is all going to be as random and short.
So to those of you who knows, then good.
To those who dont.i wouldnt know how to explain.
Cos my mind isnt really in that fine state of mind.

One is obvious.My mind is not really straight.
Hati pun tak tenteram. kerana kelalaian diri
atas tanggungjawabku sebagai seorang muslim.

One good thing. Ramadhan is here. But.
Im not really prepared for it. Gosh.
I hope i can do something about myself.

To ALL my friends. Here in singapore.
not forgetting the one at Australia.
Not forgetting the dear friend at dhubai as well.

HAPPY FASTING!!!

Take cares!!!

Cheerios!!

ASsalamualaikum

HELLLO

2008-08-18T16:05:00.000+08:00

ASsalamualaikum

hello!!! i just miss blogging.
i miss school.period.
periodic table.
i miss NP.
most importantly NP SILAT.
they may not remember me.
But i really do miss them.
Life has its bright and dark sides.
but some friends...haiz
ive done wrong.
this is all random.
cosmy mind isnt straight.
its not focused.
its infected.

ok.i shall not go on.

to those of you who stills
read this dead blog.

take cares

Assalamualaikum

2008-04-23T15:03:00.000+08:00

ASsalamualaikum

It was good to have seen you.
Even from the back.
And even when you have not even
spoken a word to me at all.
It was enough.

Assalamualaikum

to you...

2008-04-18T15:09:00.000+08:00

ASsalamualaikum

Its been awhile man.and id like to dedicate this post
to the pink panther.you know who you are.

Its been hard.I mean.the thought of you still lingers
and its like an itch that never goes a way; but in a gd
kind of way.Things that happened to me that reminds
me of you makes me even wana get you back.

Like just a few minutes ago when i thought i saw you.
I chased for "you" but just to find out i got the wrong
person.

Not to mention the weird dream i had.
I was in some kind of situation whereby i had messed
up with the authorities.you came by to save me.
you wanted to make sure that the authorities screwed
up their objectives to get a hold of me. All of that.
you did secretly.
Until later on, somehow i got to know the truth.
I looked for you.I held both your shoulders and asked
you why all these trouble and why do all these?
You looked down and did not answer.......
and then i was brought to another part of my dream.

well...
if it was meant of a sign...

well...
i hope somehow u would read this.

ASsalamualaikum

2008-03-26T16:01:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum

Hey hey.Looks like the stupid fever
became really freaking idiotically irritating.
it was not just that.it was that stupid virus
that kept me at home for at least 10 whole days.
Disallowing me to enjoy good food and restricting
me to just soups and rice and veggies.Whole 10
days of that and cravings for Macs, MadJack was
unfulfilled due to somebody who lost her mood
on the very day that i was infected with the virus.
curses.

I WANT MADJACK.
I WANT MACDONALDS.
I WANT SECRET RECIPE.
I WANT SWENSENS.

But I was too busy to think about the cravings.
I was too brought down by the fever.

Well.now thats put way behind.i hope.
New and more challenges arise and i can only say
that im feeling quite mixed up.with lots of feelings.
I never knew it would come to this. What luck!

It just hurts to see mom that way.Tears and all.
It was akward for me though.But i feel her sorrows.
It was unavoidable.I have to be strong.for her.
I know what she is facing right now is way over
her head.but im sure she will pull it through.
5years is not a short period of time man.

IN this kind of situation when it takes u by surprise.
You have to either laugh real hard like a mad man
or just cry over this bad things you are facing.

Well.I guess thats that.

NO one will know and no one will care.

ASsalamualaikum

2008-03-14T16:10:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum

hello.im tired.also sick.feverish.
all because of yesterday.
that long stupid journey from hougang.
ALL THE WAY TO SINGAPORE POLYTECHNIC.
riding that 125 wave with that stupid box at the back.
mind you.that was just the beginning.it was raining.

and yeah.now its a record.ive stepped into SP for the
first time ever.after 19 years coming to 20.damnit.it
could have been longer.well well.

after that was jurong super bowl.some very deep area
inside taman jurong.by then the rain started to pour.
talked abit with that nizam gendol whoom ive always
hated for making fun of me.even till now.gah.

i had problems coming out from that area.and damn.
it was a lethargic wet journey all the way to sembawang.
the expressways were filled with lots of cars with little
view due to the fog and also mists sprayed by vehicles.
it was dangerous.im amazed.

and one thing for sure.im so glad i bought that cheap
bright yellow heavy duty raincoat.and it lasted me.

the 3 hour stupid errand caused me to have high fever.

moving on.i just got to know.like later than the rest.
i PASSED.barely that is.hah.well.who cares.

next.i wonder.new experience for some. i hope i can
stay as long here and bring some good differences and
i dont know...make them remember me...
cos i know.they wont.haha.well.they have more
important people that they really appreciate.heh.

and i really hope. for that to happen.
please come before i go.

Assalamualaikum

2008-02-17T18:10:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum

Its amazing how the day before i was so supersick.
The nose was like a leaking pipe that is so annoying.
well.woke up in the morning and it was still v bad.
The few minutes i step out of the door, it disapperared.
like completely. man.the paper later on was alrites.
much better than the day before.but then again.i dun care.

I dint have the mood.and darn.i shudnt have eaten that.

i was running late.hmmm.taddaaa.surprise surprise.
it was short.but filled with my cock and crappy talks.
and that lame motions.hah.i enjoyed the banana too.
BUT.i really forgot to take a picture of it.ohh well.
i remembered.maybe i was too freaked out from that
red dude's service that made me forgot.damn.his smile.
was so like cheeky.and well.G warned me but i thought
it could not have been that bad.but.it was.hah.
I tried being myself as much as possible.gah.

and... "you suck"
..."well...i suck...at least im happy"
hoho.anws.good luck for your As G.
Remember: You'll do fine (with that girlish hand motion)
Take cares

Assalamualaikum

2008-02-15T16:50:00.000+08:00

ASsalamualaikum

FLU ish day!!!
and im going to fail my EXAMS!! Period.

to you- Nice long hair.
Looking ever so gorgeous by the day.

Assalamualaikum

2008-02-12T19:15:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum

Hello.im here again.been always wanting to blog.
But everytime i actually switched on the laptop,
the mood is all gone.

WEll2.just in random order.Ive been having dreams.
Crazy ones i guess.weird.funny.well.after having
one particular one.my hearbeat was very fast.
needing to find this particular someone.
went through thick and thin to do so though.
but when hopes were dashed.it was sort of neutral.
But still.the heart beat were still very rapid.no idea.

and more crazy dreams...

I feel shitty.

Assalamualaikum

2008-01-29T12:17:00.000+08:00

ASsalamualaikum

Hi.Im going to use this FREE TIME that i got to blog.
I am going to post a post because i have a free time.
WHy and how did i get free time? WHy and how am
i going to blog using this free time that i got now?
I tell you why.Cos reached school like 40mins late
and upon reaching the LT, some friends have already
made their way somewhere else. Some still Leaving
the Lecture theatre. Class ended and thats it.
What more can i say.

WEll.I just have some things in mind.and yesterday.
Like was allright.I skipped the morning IS class.
And i think im going to be in deep shit because of that.
But i attended the afternoon class which nobody showed
up because the lecturer posted something online so
that they do not have to show up for class.I was the only
one who showed up. Just me and her.the lecturer.
It was some busy doing ur own stuffs and settling down
for me for some few minutes. After i was done.
Lol.Being me.All those random things came out.
Well.I asked about things that happened around.Like
ermm...about the late suharto and his long reign.
Also more about her and how she relates to current
issues in Singapore and well...it goes on and on.
It was kind of surprising to know someone like her.
SOmeone so different.So bold.Someone who dares to be
different. 'Nakal' I would say.

I think that maybe if she and STOLL were to sit in the
same room.hah.I would love to hear what they both have
to say about whatever they have to say and i would agree.

Well its just nice that i was distracted by things like that.
LAter on was also filled with abit of uplifting sayings.

Hah.well.i dunt know.

Although she hurt me once, twice. I think im ok with it.
No matter what i do. I will still be thinking of you.and.
I just want you to know that you will still be in my heart
I love you.

ASsalamualaikum

2008-01-14T15:56:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum

HELLO.FInally.i get a breather.its not much
but im making full use of it. 3 reports done.
No thanks to me.Made full use of that 'investment'
to u know spend the time at macs to finish up my
seemingly-going-to-make-me-fail-my-IS-module
work.thank god.MOST stuffs are settled.although
more are to come.

Im just thankful tt im having this opportunity
to be relieved alil bit and just let this virus control
me and not the pressure and stress of school
worsen this stupid virus.im sick.
since like last week.and it has caused me to be in
some deep shit as well.im high now.golly.

idk wat im saying.

ASsalamualaikum

2007-12-22T00:22:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum

Haha.its just funny how ppl are just so miserable
with their own lives that they have to ruin others'.

I dun even have anything to be guilty about.

You people are the cowards. cmonlah. u guys dun
even have the guts to say it straight to my face and
ur calling me the coward.

You are the attention seeker.cos ur the one attracting
attention at my blog.making havock when im not saying
anything.cmonlah.grow up bitches.

Assalamualaikum

2007-12-03T16:50:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum

Inilah yang org katekan.

DOLAT!!!

PADAN MUKA!!!

u need someone to talk to?
DIAL 1800-call-fzal

DAULAT TUAN KU!!!!

Assalamualaikum

2007-11-21T09:36:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum

Hello.wooooh.scary berry man.
I think it was really the worst weather
ive seen so far in my entire life here in
Singapore.I mean in other places its
much much worst.but seriously.
being the one on the road makes me
realize and opens up my eyes.that its
really3 dangerous.

So i sat under that block for about an hr.
PLus?hmm cold and wet.
I went back and woaaahh..

the amount of damage startled me.
traffic lights were not working.
2 of the junctions ive seen.
and traffic cavalries almost everywhere.
and the lanes which i usually speed.
Parts of trees were like everywhere on the lanes.
It was scary.I mean.
Forces of nature doing all that.

Further later on.Saw lots more.
Trees uprooted.more debris of tree branches.

Somehow i wish that i could have been
part in that destruction.

Ape lagi aku nk update?

Banyak sebenarnye.tapi tak mengape.
Biar tersembunyi sajalah perasaan sebenar
benar nye di dalam hati kecil ku ini.

nanti nati lah ye.

ASsalamualaikum

biar ku jerit....dalam sepi...

2007-10-29T15:49:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum

hah.hmm.well.i tink i dreamt
abt smtg last nite.last nite was out
till late night.so called patttaaaaay.

well.i think i dreamt that my mom
got a nice place.a nice home.
a nice one that we could really settle
down for a long time i think

and and.the best part was.it was
kept as a secret and that my KECIK
is there.HE was secretly living there
since we had that hard time.
damn i think i was hugging him
till he almost got squeezed to death.

gosh.i missed that kitty.

biar ku jerit...dalam sepi...

Assalamualaikum

2007-10-24T17:31:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum

Im just full of IDKs.
Confused.

Now, I know that I can't make you stay,
But where's your heart?
But where's your heart?
But where's your...

And I know there's nothing I can say,
To change that part.
To change that part.
To change...

So many bright lights that cast a shadow,
But can I speak?
Well, is it hard understanding
I'm incomplete?

A life that's so demanding,
I get so weak.
A love that's so demanding,
I can't speak.

I am not afraid to keep on living.
I am not afraid to walk this world alone.
Honey, if you stay I'll be forgiving.
Nothing you can say could stop me going home.

Can you see my eyes are shining bright?
'Cause I'm out here on the other side
Of a jet black hotel mirror.
And I'm so weak.

Is it hard understanding
I'm incomplete?
A love that's so demanding,
I get weak.

I am not afraid to keep on living.
I am not afraid to walk this world alone.
Honey, if you stay I'll be forgiving.
Nothing you can say could stop me going home.

I am not afraid to keep on living.
I am not afraid to walk this world alone.
Honey, if you stay I'll be forgiving.
Nothing you can say could stop me going home.

These bright lights are always blinding me.
These bright lights are always blinding me.

I say

I see you lying next to me.
With words I thought I’d never speak.
Awake and unafraid.
Asleep or dead

(I can see ,I see you lying)

'Cause I see you lying next to me.
With words I thought I’d never speak.
Awake and unafraid.
Asleep or dead?

'Cause I see you lying next to me.
With words I thought I’d never speak.
Awake and unafraid.
Asleep or dead?

'Cause I see you lying next to me.
With words I thought I’d never speak.
Awake and unafraid.
Asleep or dead?

I am not afraid to keep on living.
I am not afraid to walk this world alone.
(Or dead!)
Honey, if you stay I'll be forgiving.
Nothing you can say could stop me going home.
(Or dead!)

I am not afraid to keep on living.
I am not afraid to walk this world alone.
(Or dead!)
Honey, if you stay I'll be forgiving.
Nothing you can say could stop me going home.
(Or dead!)

I am not afraid to keep on living.
I am not afraid to walk this world alone.
Honey, if you stay I'll be forgiving.
Nothing you can say could stop me going home.

Famous Last Words
My Chemical Romance

Assalamualaikum

2007-10-20T10:57:00.000+08:00

ASsalamualaikum

Hidupku bagaikan di awang awangan.
Itulah kata kata yang diucapkan nenek
ku awal tadi apabila beliau aku telah
bersiap sedia untuk berangkat kaki.

BEnar dan ku setuju akan katanya.
Bagaikan di awang awangan seperti
mana bahawa aku di atas langit di mana
diriku tiada tempatan untuk menjejak
dengan selesa.Mahupun berehat seketika.

Seperti harus sentiasa bergerak.
Sejauh manakah bahagian ini benar
entah belum terbukti sepenuhnya.

WEll.anyways.Even though things
turned out how it turned out.
I enjoyed my birthday.It was nothing
out of the ordinary but that gesture,
even though small, was pretty much
very very appreciated.thank you YOU.

Staff retreat for them.Holidays for us.
A good opportunity being put to good use.
a good convo went superlong with hot
topics and those involving about the not
so distant future.Dreams.and so on.
A meaningful session getting to know
each other in depth.

If i still had that mindset, I would not
even look at you.

P/S:But the fact that NOW that i did look
at you and STILL AM looking at you,
you should know...

ASsalamualaikum

2007-10-02T06:43:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum

Apparently.my last post gave some confusion
to certain people.or they are just frigging dumb.

Like i certainly do not have any problem of that
sort man.and gay shit using nick and not the
real name.cmon lah.grow up.
and y dun u ask the other half stupid questions
like do u have any problems with ur high sex
drive not knowing how to control it.

ASsalamualaikum

2007-09-26T05:34:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum

Like once again.im here.again.heh.
this time round.i dint go to sleep the nite.
seriously.im doing what i i shudnt be doing
in the fasting month.no.tt sounded wrong.

im not doing what im supposed to be doing.
yes.tts more like it.well.getting from bad to
worst.

Anyway.Niteshift at the macs just now was
good.Much things to be discussed.And
debated.hot hot hot topics.It became quite
stagnant in the middle.but ended with
very amusingly hot topics and discoveries
which almost cud not have ended if i did not
point out the time that its almost time
for sahur.or time when the mums were soon
going to wake up.

well...

I dunoe if im going to sleep in the hot sun today.
we will see.
take cares 'republic poly'

Assalamualaikum

2007-09-25T08:59:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum

ok.its 9am now.i dint go back to sleep after subuh jus now.
and i just finished cleaning up my room which is so
friggin' dusty.even though mom is at home not working,
she doesnt even bother to help clean it.and my packing
session turned to be a walk down memory lane with all
those stuffs i keep.i like to keep stuffs.and yah.it will
always turn to be a walking-down-memory-lane session
instead of packing or cleaning up.

things storming in my mind since yesterday night.

But well.Sunday.ditched my friends.sorry man.
it was uncalled for.

However it was not a total loss.Late night at Macs
with a company and not worrying on how to get home
or if theres the last bus or whatsoever.
Pain in the stomach cause of hunger but no appetite
to eat.Strawberry Milkshake accompanied by bits of
McChicken and some fries dipped in curry and bbq sauce.
not forgetting the cold keropok lekor.heh.
Sure was a nice way to laze ur way through the late night.
Walking distance of connection.

But soon.all that is going to end.in a few days time.
Not just that.to almost everything.everything i hold dear.

Friends.goodbye.ok not goodbye.its reachable.but still.
So far away.from friends.school.gosh.why does have to
be like this?

This single word of action.brings back all memories.
Especially bad ones.of how lonely u really are
and u have to be independent and strong.me i mean.
tat dark age of mine.

Somehow things like THESE like happen at the time
where ur patience is most vulnerable and it is being
tested.THESE things i refer to is hard to explain.

GOD.please give me the strength.

Even the cats are going to be let off.*sob sob*

WOuld u comfort me as well as how u never fail to
make me smile and laugh everytime?

Da ludah nak jilat balik?? =D

ASsalamualaikum

COIB

2007-09-20T23:11:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum

I just have a single thing to say.

I miss having chocolate oreo ice blended.

and i wana have them again.

Assalamualaikum

2007-09-18T05:55:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum

So far.the fasting has still been manageable.
This year's fasting has been challenging.

for the past what 10 years plus fasting.
it never occured to me that it wud become
even more challenging than before.ive
always thought i would definitely face it.
not so easy.but not so much complains.

this year.i have complains.quite a few i tot.
but i shall not rant about it.
but the atmosphere is totally different.

meaning.me having the cptc training till 8.
not being at home to with mom.and bro.
to USUALLY wait when is the guy on the
radio going to stop talking.heh.well.tt was a norm
but we were not so mean bt we were patient.
i think its not just the weekdays.
even on weekends.im not even at home for
the whole long day.

thats nothing though.

i guess mom is quite lonely.dun know if the
hubby comes back home on time or what.
but this year's ramadhan is somewhat 'lonely'
for her??as her sweetheart son is away in camp.
nothing much from me but i just pity him
for having to have gone into camp.first day and
everything on the first day of ramadhan.
thats like a bummer.and i guess its tough for him.

well.i guess.this year.the family has its fair shares.

and nobody is having the mood for that 1st Syawal.
i think.and i may have to work on that day.what man.

Well I was there on the day
They sold the cause for the queen
And when the lights all went out
We watched our lives on the screen
I hate the ending myself,
But it started with an alright scene
It was the roar of the crowd,
That gave me heartache to sing
It was a lie when they smiled
And said you won’t feel a thing
And as we ran from the cops
We laughed so hard it would sting

Yeah yeah
Whoa

If im so wrong, (so wrong, so wrong)
Can you listen to it all night long?
(Night long, night long)
Oh will it matter, after I’m gone
Because you never learned a goddamned thing

You're just a sad song, with nothing to say
About a life long wait for a hospital stay
And if you think that I’m wrong
This never meant nothing, to you

I spent my high school career
Spit on and shoved to agree
So I can watch all my heroes
Sell a car on TV
Bring out the old guillotine
We’ll show them what we all mean

Yeah, yeah
ohhh

If I’m so wrong (so wrong, so wrong)
Can you listen to it all night long?
(Night long, night long)
Now will it matter, after im gone?
Because you never learned a goddamned thing?

It’s just a sad song, with nothing to say
About a life long wait for a hospital stay.
And if you think that I’m wrong, this never meant nothing to you
So go,
Alright
Just go
Right away
But where did you run to?
Where did you hide?
Go find another way
Price you pay

Whoa, whoa
Whoa, whoa

Well, well

You're just a sad song
With nothing to say
About a lifelong, wait for a hospital stay
And if you think im wrong
This never meant nothing to you
Come on

You're just a sad song
With nothing to say
About a lifelong, wait for a hospital stay
And if you think I’m wrong
This never meant nothing to you.
At all
At all
At all
At all

Song lyrics from "Disenchanted" by MCR

i Feel connected to that song.hair stands
all over when i listen to it.

Nenek said: takmu pikir pasal perempuan2
ni sume dulu.keje betul2 and kumpul duit dulu.

OR SOMETHING like that.haha.

Assalamualaikum

COBAAN

2007-09-15T05:34:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum

ok here at 534am in the morning.saturday of 15 sept.
3rd day of fasting in the holy month of ramadhan.

yesterday i tried so hard to keep my itchy fingers
off the phone.to avoid sms someone.i want to.
bt i tried hard not to.and i miss you so.

well.and i forgot.happy fasting to all!
muslims i mean.

well.the 2nd day of fasting was really hard.
generally.i think this year for me.is really.
really i mean going to be a tough one.
i mean w all the work.and workload at
that training centre.wah.ok lets better not say.
cos it might get me in trouble.

things that happen between the students there
was also really quite intimidating.

my my.and yeah.got lots of work later
all the way from morning to at nite.
dunoe if i can take it.i mean i can.
its just that.by the end of the day.
im really going to be just really exhausted.

its prayers time now.

i gtg sleep after tt.

work work work

ASsalamualaikum

2007-09-12T22:15:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum

Ok.now honestly.no idea on whats happening.
Things were nice.
I would always be smiling from ear to ear.
Like really literally.At the end of the day,
realising that my cheeks are too tired.
It was nice to feel that once again.
and how i wish that could still go on.

thats it for now.

just do not break my heart.

Assalamualaikum

DoOrS CLOsiNg

2007-08-30T20:26:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum

HEy.ive went overboard.in many ways.
Upset miss nor Ann.during training.
upset miss ninja.this time.too much.

Seriously.i think im at the point in my life.
when im stronger being alone.i dunoe if im
really stronger.i think i expect someone to
talk to me.yes.but.the person will have a very
very very VERY hard time connecting with
me as i will be freakingly irritating with
sarcasm and harsh words.hmm.i dunoe.

im sorry.

to miss cleopatra.hah.u went offline.hmm.

Miss ninja.im really sorry.

From what i know about myself.i know.that.
this is seriously the nurse's department.
she should know well about this part in my life.

ahhh.i dunoe what im saying.

Assalamualaikum

camp

2007-08-28T12:26:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum

HEllo hello.Ive been busy.with camps.
Enjoying them as well.It was not easy.
But it sure was worth it.Especially the last day.
Or the campfire itself when tears start to roll.
I myself almost did.but but.heh.i diverted it.

Its sure something that u can really appreciate.
From a campers point of view changed to the ones
conducting the camp or the instructors shoes.

Its something that i can really be proud of.
having so much authority.at the same time
having the power of influence.the dream.the wish.
something that i could really put it to GOOD use.
being the person i am.this is the only ways i can
and i have that allows me to fulfill my dreams.
in every smallest way possible.small.but humble.

UNlike some people.who do not even practise what
they preach.such losers.but its just typically too
nice of me to even care what they think when I
know that they do not deserve any small bit of it.

Well.it was nice.the memories.i just wish some
people are not afraid to face changes.for the better.
I mean.whats the harm of trying something new.
not be afraid.and imrpove urself.

What else what else?im bombarding with everything
i can think of whatnots and nonsensical opinions
im typing anything spontaneously.

yah.and i had my presentation yesterday.and it was
ok.well.not really.i stuttered abit.more than i expeceted.
cos i dint care.and honestly i dun care how i did.haha.

Well.i try not to get too emotionally attached to the campers.
haiz.but its really something that i get to play a big part
in their lives.not really big.but i hope they can remember.
all this time in their camp and in the future.in turn.
help others as how i did with them.

question: what have you done to change yourself??

Assalamualaikum

yEsSsSsAaAhhH!!!!!

2007-08-11T21:35:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum

Yesssssaaaaaaahhhh!!!!
haha like finally.its been so long.yet so quick i should say.
man.i feel rather sad.very sad in fact.hah.well.
This week.This last week, has been a blast.
Syukur Alhamdullilah.Thank God for His grace.
I am really thankful to His greatness.

Monday was nerve racking from morning all the way till noon.
But it was great.Great results.

Tuesday.The 2 chemists treat me lunch at my favorite place.
AVENUE 1.heh.we seldom go there cos its too far.but but.
since we had so called made other plans.we decided to go
there on tuesday.wait.this is on wednesday man.yeah.ok
sorry.this was on wednesday.
Tuesday.All of them treat me pizza hut yeah.wahh.nice.
weee.hoho.tried the cheesy thing u can pull.
now wednesday was the one that my dear chemist and the
other chemist treat me at AVENUE 1 for lunch.hah.
its just simply wonderful i tell you.

WEll.miss bong wasnt already there.so yeah.

and then training.al azhar after a long time.misses.
car ride.thru the new road near gombak.
aisha wanted to go to the cemetery but missed the turn.haha.
selamat selamat.went to another spooky location instead.
talk talk.talk cock.all the way home.

National day weee weee wahh wahh.nothing much to say.
okok many people.red and white umbrellas.fireworks.
bleagh.nice bag.long ride home.camwhoring on the go.
as usual.its like there is someone there but ur not really
sure if he/she there anot.right aqi??

ps: i want my umbrella.no.umbrellas.haha.

friday friday.back to work.last day.gave them some chocs.
that mat bubble ah.say wana bring see bikes at jalan kayu.
then in the end, he took time off.but then we made it happen.
once again.actually just the 3 of us.but invited one more along.
so yeah.we went to jalan kayu to want to eat madjack.but.
we passed a bike shoop.which we thought would be closed.so.
we just paid it a visit.not knowing what i wanted to ask even.
haha.look look ask ask.getting amazed by the new models.
haha
then we went off to dinner.wah.nice man.fulllllfilllllinnnggg.
damn.i finished all my dear chemist's extra chips and the
extra spicy cheesy fries we ordered.i was gamED man.haha.
then she still wanted to try the brownie.haha.siao.we shared.
but I STILL HAD TO CLEAN IT UPP.haha u know wat i mean.
i think i can confidently say that my stomach has expanded to
ALMOST 3 times its original hungry size.but dammmmnnn.
the brownie was goo.......ooooooooooo.........ddddddddddddd!!!!

some day.again.haha.i dunoe when.

then it was goodbye.damn.i actually cannot believe that
i will never see these people again.especially my dear chemist.
heh.aqi suggested smtg.which what miss bong did.who knows.

i had already actually having that thought since a month ago.

well well.we will see.time will tell.its still a long way to go.
for me that is.haha.im still very young.compared to those there.
by the time i go there.maybe i would already see new face there.

so well well.hmmm.im sad lah.

well good bye to them.misses too.

Assalamualaikum

LEsS tHAn 10 DAyS

2007-07-27T21:17:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum

Hey ho.So far okok.Im just running out of time to finish up my final report.
Bleagh.Well.2 weeks plus more to go.i hope they pay me.heh.A..

On the other hand.the haste moments have made me felt excited.
ahh damn.finally.the moment of truth.to decide.whether its time.
OR NOT.
Less than 10 days left.ahhh.would be taking leave.have to.must.
heh.ahhh.i cant wait.i just hope i would not screw up man.
from there i hope things would get the littlest bit better.
PLease please please dun let me cock up and get hell of nervous breakdown.
please oh please dear god.

Ran into some small accidents the other time.hmmm.
stupid fumehood cupboard.i just bit me like some sting-ing
and i jerked backed out of there.hurt the hand.

Well well.
I guess.Even though it was short.it was mostly laughter.
Everytime.everytime.just so cute.most of it.cutely lame.
but still cute and funny.moments.

Assalamualaikum

2007-06-30T09:48:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum

Damn.it sucks to be blah blah blah.AGAIN.
Again and again.Always.Once in every 2 months.
So freaking weak.Weakling.Why am i so?

Isit my fault?was it such a crime?huh.
I just dont get it.

Damn i just got caught by my supervisor
to be in the other laboratory where im not supposed to be in.
oh my crap.Damn.

Super Duper Satay

2007-06-22T22:51:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum.
Hey hellos everyoneos.wassupos?hmm.ahh.
had a very scrumptious dinner just now at al azhar.
wanting to try the super smtg smtg satay.which was
super long.and of course tt was only our side dish.
so we munched on what was in front as soon as it
arrived.haha.was so hungry.then had the normal
chicken satay.then the last honour was save for
the super duper huge satay.haha.so long.its
actually quite troublesome to eat it.haha.

And i have been doing alot of drawings lately.at work some more.
hmm.the first 2 pictures were hand drawn by me.the first work.
is a picture of my dear chemist was a fine one.the second one,
however was abit off.does not really portray the real beauty of
miss bong's face.my senior technical officer.

My dear chemist.

My senior technical officer with her fiancee.
they are getting married soon.yay.

Finally.this is the last one.this was not hand drawn.this was
drawn by the paint program.i used like the spray tool.heh.
i had no clue on what to draw in the first place.i only had
like a beach in mind.then piak was suggesting to draw pinky.
den ok.i just decided to draw a couple on the beach.and here how
it turned out.hmm.not too good.but not bad.i loike...

hmmm well well.it is not wrong i should say.
but but.it just does not feel right.hmm.feeling different.
having this strange attraction towards someone.
Strange attraction is the words i would really consider
as perfect to describe the 'situation'
cos im not attracted to her because of the looks.
its just strangely attracted.strange.in a good way.

Ahah.LOL.good nites.

Sometimes its good not to know

Assalamualaikum

2007-06-16T21:36:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum

Hello.its been awhile.a month plus now.now thats
a better than the previous record.quite cool.not.
Damn.its been busy.way way too busy.some ppl.
might think that its because of smtg.but most
of the time taken up is spent on the work or the
course itself.the other one is the third order of
reaction.so it is so called not really the major reason.

ok.and its coming back.fuck.its a mistake.
such a dick.arggggggggghhhhhhhh!!
such a freaking shit.bugaguawugaugauwa!

i guess.its just the punishment.but.haiz.
im just typing whatever that is felt.i know.
it makes no sense.but i dont care.understand.
no?its ok.

Such an irritant lah now.so unreasonable.
such a drag.everything is a mess.everything.
abt that thing.abt our plans.feelings.anger.
pissed.please cut us some slack.we are trying.

money money money.tts all u really just need ah.
tt kind of thing dont even exist in my context in
my life.u people always take granted of it.

BLEAHHHHHHHH...

Assalamualaikum

ZZZzzzZZZzzzz

2007-04-29T12:57:00.000+08:00

ASsalamualaikum

heys! Tiring week at work.Dozed off after lunch.
Had a comfortable spot and zZZzZZZzZZZZzzzzzZZ.
Did not even hear what the Chemist said.Woke up.
Only after the F-er said HALLO!! hah.LOL.Hoho.

After work down at the cck bus stop.Hmm.Awkward.
I was still blur after alighting.Dozed off again.
And did not realise tat we were already at lot1.
So as usual.I stretched myself and stood there for awhile.
Slowly made my way to the bus stop.And found a spot.
To stand.Besied this malay gal.Or so i tot she was.
I was looking out dfor the bus.Looking around.Looking.
Looked at her beside me.And she looked back.And then.
She never turned back and kept on looking at me.
Suddenly some words came out from her mouth.
I was giving her that im-so-dumb kind of look figuring.
Figuring what she had just said cos my sound system
was a bit down.Not to mention my processing power in
my brain.So i finally figured it out with "uhhhhhhh,
yeah." She asked whether i was an ex fajarian...
erm...and then i gave her one very stupid look man.

I gave her this DO-I-KNOW-YOU or WHO-IN-THE-WORLD-ARE-YOU
wait.It was more of HOW-IN-THE-WORLD-DO-YOU-KNOW-ME
kind of look.Then i did not how my face looked like anymore.
She looked away and then silence.And then waited for the bus loh.

She seems to be a student from NYP.HOHO.hmm...

Yesterdays orientation turn out to be quite a success.
if you asked for my opinion.Erm.yeah.Enjoyed it.
Especially during the morning.After lunch.
My "air muka" changed.hehe.SOUL gal souL gal.
haha.LOL.hehe.Hmm.

tts all for now.Damn.I still owe aqi tt treat.

Assalamualaikum

hAppy BiRtHdAy

2007-04-22T17:46:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum

HELLO!!!!!! Wahh its been sooooooo loooooonggg...
WEll...the last post was what??MArch 29?Now is like.
April 22.haha.More than a month uhh..WOooh.Power.

Anw Anw first thing first.HAPPY BIRTHDAY AQI!!!!!
WOOOHOOOO!!! haha da 19 seh.Aiseybedah! Tapi.
Masih kecik.And CUte mute.Hoho.Kan qiqi? Wakaka!!

This is the best pict i have and its my favorite too! hoho.

haha.Well thats that.SO when do i get to pay for the SR???

So anyway.Wah almost one whole month of no blogging or even
Bloghopping.Heh.I have been very busy.With stuffs.that i
myself sometimes wonder.Hoho.Nice feeling occupied.

And while being occupied.Sometimes the mind just wonders.
LOL.As for now.Things in life are not really that great.I mean.
Its great.But there are also some of the opposite.Equal of both.
I guess.SO well.Its allrites.Thinking as usual.

Kind of weird.Not to mention awkward.Just now.was in the toilet.
Doing Some business.And also till after that.The bath.I thought.
Thinking that i just realised that I am carrying so much
responsibilities.A good strong spirit to help me with those.
I did not feel bothered much.I mean that was at first.BUt now.
Its just a strong spirit to just carry it out and just do it.

And realising that I have much more in store for me in life.
Maybe Im meant for greater things?Or not?No matter what.
Much responsibilites to carry out.Much work to be done.
I think i have much dreams i have to achieve.
Much missions to accomplish.Much love to be spread.
Much help to be given.Much smile to be portrayed.

Haha.Things blogged can never be as much as thought
in my mind.Thats because words can only mean so much.

HEh.Btw.I guess im on my way.haha.I was excited i guess.
I overshot the time.Dunnoe if thats good or bad.I hope it helps.

haha.I just do not know what to say uh.Heh.LOL.
It just seems funny at some point.At other times.
Over it.But It just comes back to meh.HEh.

Assalamualaikum

busy

2007-03-29T23:04:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum

Hey ho!! OK i typed this today in the lab.Just killing time ah.

Thursday, 29 MArch 2007
I am really excited of events that ARE GOING to happen.
Not happened yet.But it is really a plus plus.Good for you.
I wish I was in your position.Getting back to where I belong.
Where most or all of your friends are.Where I really had friends
that I can just meet up for a small pep talk.Things would be
much easier for, you and me now.Hehe.Hoho.

WEll.When things have been going right of way for you,now,
it is my turn to be on the other end.And i really wonder if i had really
played a major part in any of this great joy,since you questioned me.
HAVE I??? I guess not.BUt...oh wells.

haha.Back to bright possible future then.Heh.
The possibilities are endless.A good long journey is awaiting.

They say go forward and not look back.
I say we look back, once in awhile, to know that you have changed.
For the better.If the worst,then change.

I guess I am not talking much.Thoughts all over.
I will just wirte it all down then transer to the blog.
(which is what i am doing right now)
There seesm to be sudden sensation in the heart.
Sensation or Pain?? Good or bad?? I am not too sure.

I miss training.I miss my dedaun members.
I just really feel lazy to talk.At all.

Oh yeah.I forgot.I really do not like it.
I do not want to go anywhere else anymore.
Unless you can find me somewhere I belong.
Which is only one place,one area.There.

The march has been a very very long month.
Seriously man.It has been one very long long month.
It seems like it has already been two months.
Well.WEll.The first month over.WELl not because of that.
But for that part.It has been quite a haste although at the
same time, a drag.

I just noticed that I am really a busy busy person.
And i just miss some people.I wanna go x-bo-xing man.
Well,I guess I am lucky I was not with that someone.
If not, I guess...aqi, need i mention more??haha hoho.
Thanks aqi.Heh.Its really nice when someone mentions
your name or write about you.Wakaka.Great minds think alike.

Assalamualaikum

If i DUn MiNd, y0U dUn MiNd

2007-03-28T23:06:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum

Hey yo. Ok. Its amazing how people change so much. Not mentioning any time period.
People change. Long term. But I am really amazed with those who really changed so fast.
Within a short period of time. Hoho. They are so fluctuating. So random. They may be good or bad. Depending on each different situation. I am not judging. Just sharing my thoughts. So random.

It is also amazing how some people turned out different from what they claim to be.
That can only conclude that they do not really know themselves, or they are just pure hypocrites or liars that are full of insincerity.
Maybe you are who you really are but you are just trying to be someone else.
That is what you called acting.LOL. Imitations of who you want to be.
Be who you really are. DO not act.Change and Become.
Before you change others or the world.You have to first change yourself.

I wonder if I had packed enough after I am gone.
I still think that I have not helped enough in this world.
I have already made points to help as many people in my life
As I possibly can. And so far it has been good. But not good enough.
I want to help the poor people. Those who need some things that
You do not need to swipe your credit with.

I really think I should get a job man.I miss being hardworking.
At some points of time in my life . I would really have that
Burning passion to just work so hard to earn as much as I possibly
Can ignoring the pain or the tiredness and just sacrifice my own
Personal time so that I can enjoy alittle more or less later and
Spend the time and cash with my loved ones.

Sometimes.Some people can be extremely nice.And other times.
They can be extremely horrible. A fine example.
All the way from the other end to the other end. Hah. Hmmm.
I had always made the effort to you know…have everything in moderation.
Always making that as a policy in my life. Heh.

Well well. RAnDOM-NESS!!

Assalamualaikum

SpAsMiC AttAcK

2007-03-27T21:37:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum

Today was a better day.Much better.WEe.
I went crazy.Maybe because work was ok.
The doctor was quite satisfied.A pathetice smile.
A smile still.So it was good enough.

I went crazy and began walking funny.
Slanting my body sideways and all.
Jumping out of spasmatic attacks.
Avoiding heavy traffic.People.
they are so incosiderate know.

I am feeling better.LOL.Not much.
That's that i guesss. I should not sleep.
Not that early i guess.Everytime.
I sleep early.I will feel damn shacked
during the day.So no more early nights.
HOHo.

BUhh...

good bye everyone.

Assalamualaikum

kEttLe B0iLiNg

2007-03-26T21:46:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum

Heys!
Ive been a very angry person lately.Really very angry.
Maybe its becos of tt person.Really annoying.
I know its unapproporiate. He is blood.
BUt darn. Nothing else to say.

I just hope this feeling goes away.Before i hurt.
Others or myself.Better be soon.
I dun want to scare you away with this.
Not many know.Not many have seen this side.

It was not a good day today.Everything is bleah.
Everything is such a built up.Built up built up.
Luckily it still has not been over the limit.
And im still walking with my tops closed.
Pressure building up waiting to explode.

I need my pressure realease valve to be opened.

Assalamualaikum

i L0VE AmMoNiA!

2007-03-15T21:26:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum

Heys!! today is a good day!! I dunnoe why.Slept late ytd.
So i still dunnoe y today was a good day. Alhamdullilah.
THe doctor bought us breakfast just like he promised.
Because of his dunnoe what thing.Good records or smtg.
SO i just enhoyed breakfast.LoL.ERm i was busy and busy.

Anw! I Love the smell of ammonia.It hurts my throat!!
It sucks man.When u know that ur sick and still have
that small bit of itch in ur throat.To make it better.have
that pee-smelling substance breathed in through ur
nose down the throat into the oesaphagus and into ur
deep lungs.Damn that feels good.Makes your phlegm
even thicker and make it feel at that point of time when
it really hurts and sores before u get a high fever.

So yah now im just waiting for 1030pm for a show.
Erm im gona be so damn sleepy tmr lah.HOHO.
And the cough still has not disappear.BUmmer man.

Assalamualaikum

ThErE iS a fiNe LiNe BetWeEn...

2007-03-10T23:47:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum

Heys.Tired lah.Aha.Erm ok well well lets see.
Lets start with the most recent that happened today.
Tersebut Al Kisah. Ada satu hamba Allah nie.BUjang.
Haha! Tak cukup dapat satu nenek angkat. Memang.
Dahtu! Dia angkat lagi satu atuk pulak dekat geylang.
Al Kisah.

Alah i really do not know what to say about some people.
They make promises and do not keep it uh.
If its like once or twice or even thrice.I still think ok uh.
But its been more like about 10 times maybe?Since like...
2 3 years ago?? Now i think i know why there were such
misunderstanding or frustation between that person.

LoL.I Was late for a certain official event in school.
Not at fault.Was cool about it.Who cares.And took my time.
And reached there.And saw this girl whom i dint recognize.
LOL.I was blur and was thinking as I approached her.
HAHA! So it was the nurse.Surprise surprise! FInally! She
decided to show up for something the very least important.
So i just tapped her on the shoulder.Maybe a hard one maybe?
Apparently she suddenly went bubbly ah.Shes like that.
She does not really connect with the rest.And its like what man.
Make it so obvious also until people say that and this and all.
Nurse.Nurse.I dunnoe what to say man.Disappointing.As always.
Hah.Suke hati kaulah nak.Hehe and goodluck with you and ehem.

I realised after today.That im meant to do good things.
I am capable to do so.That is what I do best.Maybe not best.But well.
But i realised that i am still not pure enough.Heart i mean.
I mean maybe im not sincere and not have the honest intentions.
LOL.I know im not like that.

hah and oh yah!! I almost forgot lah.I look at somebody ah.
Jialat man.Spend like so much in one single transaction.
I am the one who is so stressed and worried man.Diao.
Nice nice dress? shirt? Whatever you call it? Wee

Assalamualaikum

rEst WeLL!!

2007-03-09T19:59:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum

Heys!Today is a good well rest and recovery day.woaaa.
I had almost like 12 hours of sleep since 7+pom ytd nite.
And after granny became a bugger and woke me up finally.
I woke up and prayed and then tried to fill the stomach with
some food as i did not really have anything to eat the whole day.
So after about 2 hours plus of waiting.Got what i needed and paid.A
Then i left and iwas feeling abit better.Well after such rest.heh.
Erm then finally ate smtg and then just sat ard and waited.
Granny bugged again to go as early as possible.BUt i delayed.
Was so drowsy during the lecture.Due to the meds and usual2.
So went reached back at at granny's,I slept again for abt an hr.
hah.Have to wake up early tomoro again.So shack.Darn it.

Orh! Anw Anw.Good luck LIONS!! To the famous people.
Do your best and make SINGAPORE proud!!

Assalamualaikum

OpEn Up tHE diRty WiNdOw

2007-03-04T18:05:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum

Heys! SUDDENLY ah.Suddenly i just feel so exhausted.Hmm...
Erm i love to see the cat getting bathed!! ahah.Awesomeness.
It would cry out so loud.Heh and i would be like imitating it.
Making fun and laughing at it.Hah and then i would be loving
to smell its fresh nice scent.Ho.My mom loves the cat much.
I love it too.Sometimes focusing on it can really do the trick.
Like when you are stress or something.Well well.Im a lover.
Even when there is no stress.I'd love to adore its fur and presence.
So yah man.Hehe.Suddenly so sleepy seh.

Hmm...well im sorry to hear abt that.Well its allrights lah eh.
I think they must have really lost it to do something like that.
Older as it seems does not mean they are more matured.Hmm.
Definitely still needs more experience in doing the business.
Well i guess they are closing down or passing it cos they know
that they have failed to do what they had to do to you.LOL!
Erm...just hang in there aites.Who knows.There will be better.
I might even help you to look for better ones.AHah.Thats nice.
LOL.IN the mean time.Try not to use so much of the dough k.
PLus your BILLS.Hmm settle all the other needs first.
Drink more water lah ok.
See ya soon!

Assalamualaikum

piCk ME uP

2007-03-03T10:55:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum
HELLO!!!!!!!
One word.BUSY!
SO much for rest that sunday.LOL.Had a nice dinner.

I dunnoe whether its hard or not.I thought again.Maybe...
Just maybe..im not cut out for all that.Hmm...but i want it.
Well well.

Busy at it seems.The friend was having a hard time.Did nothing.
Nothing much.It just feels hard not being able to help.
Well the least of it,i tried to think about it in the midst of exhaustion.
But im sure ur fine now.Still strong.SMILE!!!

Till later.

Isn't it time that someone saved you??
'
Assalamualaikum

tAnGkAp HeNsEm!!!

2007-02-25T12:42:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum

Hey now its in the day and im much much fresher.Well Well.
I forgot to mention some things.Erm I just had to add thank you.
Thank you.For all the good times that we spent together.
I am really gonna miss those times.Those laughter i had.Hard to stop.
I enjoyed myself.I hoped you did too.But well...your thoughts differ.
It was nice to know I was that someone.Thanks for everything.
Thank you so very much for your love.

WEll anw anw.I was looking so smart yesterday.Tak boleh angkat ah.
HAha dengan blazer2 sekali.Tangkap hensem seketika. Maklumlah.
WEll there were alot of people there.Alot of girls.And the guy was like...
haha!!And you know.I noticed this one girl.WEll he did too.BUt...
BUt i did not really bother or made such a big fuss out of it.
When the whole thing was over,We wanted to take the mrt and i needed the gents
He asked whether i wanted to go and he wanted to wait cos apparently...
she was there near the control station.He mentioned he purposely wanted to wait
So well well.What a guy.Since he was going on and on about that girl,i added.
The girl looked like one of the friends.Riang RIA.haha.BUt this gal was more.
She looked so sweet and innocent.So white and wah like perfect(quoted by the guy)
haha.Well well.I was not really bothered ah.I only glanced and glanced.
I guess the guy took a long good look at her lah.He was so mesmeirsed by her.LOL.

Today is rest day!! WEe!! After tmr.Its going to be going down at the fast lane.
Gonna be busy busy busy.Gonna miss some people.See you soon people.
haha well if i have the time i will drop by.More car rides???hoho!!! thankz alot!

Assalamualaikum

SLeEpy HEaD

2007-02-25T00:40:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum

OK im full of "I really do not have much to say animore"
Ive been occupied with stuffs that is tiring and well...
I guess it helps me in a way.I feel tired.I feel numb.
Too tired that i do not really bother much about it.

I am just too hurt.Even if there were any hope.For me?
Then i guess it will take more time.To REestablish everything.
IF it were possible.IF there were any hope. IT would take a longer
time.To heal, and then start everything from scratch.
I am just feeling numb and senses do not really work well.

I guess aqi did somethings that really portrayed the real me.
BUt being the person I am.I am just too nice and really willing
to give in.Or maybe im afraid? Whatever lah.Sukehati kamu.
I guess i had to thank her for that.Standing up for me.
Although the outcome is not good,I still really appreciate it.
Anw anw thanks alot for the car ride home yesterday nite.
And All those car rides before.He should stop.Really.
Nanti aku naik lemak karang.Hoho.best best.
I just have nothing much to say already...confused and retarded

IS there really any hope??

Assalamualaikum

cRaSh fALLinG dOwN

2007-02-22T22:59:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum

Some people are just like oh my god can.
So kental of me to say that but well its true.
Its true its true its damn true.

Ive been busy.Happily busy with work and stuffs.
Being occupied with stuffs is good and helps me from
not thinking too much.So well thats good.
I was totally shack from 12 hours of work.
And some crazy colleagues and funny lame stuffs.
And you called but then i was too tired.
Someone else called as well.it was jill.I did not know.
Well i was sleeping in the bus and was just dead.
So i just turned off the call like how i do with alarms.
So sorry. You told me it was urgent.So i called back.

I was like lazy to entertain anything about that animore.
You know and i know.So well.WE talked the next day,
I was so loving it lah.Thankz super alot lah eh.
Really appreciate it and not enough expressed.

Its good to feel too tired and see that you do not really care.

Anw today i was supposed to do some things.My own plan.
Like going to grandma's place but i woke up late so i did not go.
And well had to rush all over lah. And thanks for the DUNNER!!
i was so weak and nauseous today cos havent eaten the whole day.
Had not really much time to do so.Run here and there.

On wednesday.FOund some unknown stuffs about you.LOL.
SO taken aback by it.Dunnoe y.Really made me smile.OF course.
Not really in a good way.Haha only God knows.Oh well.

On sunday was working.You were complaining.Well.It is.
Complicated.You made it complicated as well.But yeah.
From others point of view it was quite clear and straightforward.
Although what he did was unappropriate,I agree,you should not fret.
And i told you something.Something i made up spontaneously.
Which i was and still proud of.I dunnoe if any of them really understood.
You should not look at the one who put it down...
See the one who picked it up...
Woah if u really think about it then you should know...

EDITED
haha oh yah i forgot.Apparently mom and i talked. About stuffs.
about you, him and her and you and haha...LOL
basically about quite a number of people. Cos she saw you earlier.
Hah lol.FInally.There is something that mom said anything.
hehe!! it was fun cos it was unexpected and quite nice lah.
Assalamualaikum